I had to breakup 💔

I (16M) had to break up with my girlfriend (16F) but why you may ask? Did either of us stopped loving each other? Or maybe either of us cheated? Well no i still love her and i am confident she loves me too still but we had to break up due to her toxic ass domestic abuser parents who completely took away her freedom(she isn’t even allowed to go down her own society we dont live in the same society btw), they constantly beat her and abuse her (her mother says stuff like i should have killed you while birth) and it kills me that she is getting punished due to me we were caught on 2nd feb but we still continued chatting but after we were caught chatting the second time somehow they even took away her phone

Now ik i should have broken up with her after the first time when we were caught but she insisted me to stay as i was her only source of happiness and all (ik it sounds corny)

But the cheery on top is that idk whose fault it is but i trusted her that she would fight in front of her parents which i shouldn’t have and she didn’t even fight and said so many lies to her mother which makes sense can’t blame her

After maths board i even tried to talk to her parents saying that pls don’t punish her due to me but when her mother asked her are we punishing you? She said no innocently and also said chod na yaar muje hi continue nahi karna to tu kyu kar raha hai And her na mard father took her away and her mom also fleed all i asked her is to talk to me but that bloody darpok family just ran away and didn’t even talk to me

It was her battle to fight but i was still ready to fight for her all she had to do is support me but even thats too much to ask so i took the L

We were 2 years friends after we started our relationship it was 2 months only lol 67 days to be exact but our chemistry was so good that it felt like years

I have never doubted her love and i still don’t but all she had to do is show abit of courage but as much as i want to blame her i can’t

The worst part abt break ups are the constant anxiety that does she miss me as much as i do? Or did she ever loved me although i am pretty confident but that 1% of me is just anxious af

Smth common between us was that we were both dreamers but smth uncommon between us was that i am a fighter and she is a fucking coward i was in a right relationship but with a wrong person she can never find someone as good as me and she doesn’t deserve me only tbh but after 2 years when she is 18 and of legal age i hope she returns in my life as a fighter and gets her justice my mom is even ready to pay for her college and shit if she runs away and stays here after 18 ofc it’s not realistic but just saying