One healing line from TTDP

Hello everyone. I'm personally not a big fan of the title track of TTDP, but I do think there's one line that I really resonate with. "You're on self-sabotage mode, throwing spikes down on the road, but I've seen this episode and still loved the show"

I believe it's how you can be so damaging and broken to yourself, yet someone stil love you. This personally hits me because I have a sever stutter, which I sometimes feel unloveable about. For the fact that I stutter and for the fact that I can appear insecure about it, which I feel like can be unattractive to people. This line made me realize that even though I stutter and potentially come off as nervous, someone could still love the show