how did you know you were A Man?

trying to figure out if my gender will ever stop acting up lol

I’ve been a tomboy forever, I ID as transmasc and a dyke, im on low dose T, I use he/they. I like to describe my gender as the fem little brother lol

I’m trying to figure out if I’m a guy or if I’m just happy being gender non conforming and basking in masculinity. I relate to some of what trans guys say but not majority of it. I’m fine being perceived as some guy by strangers and Id like to experience boyhood but I don’t care for the rules of manhood if that makes sense.

what made it click for you that you were A Man for sure? or what made it click that you were not?