Empty pool pic + my new 3k best

I have heard it's kind of crazy that I swim long distance breast, but I can't get into the flow with free and just feel like I'm drowning half the time, it's much harder for me. I have been absolutely spoiled by having a lane to myself most of my swims, so I get kinda upset when having to share, mostly cause I have a lot of anxiety that I'm gonna kick someone by mistake haha, anyone else get like this?