Can i please talk to someone?

Hi i am 13 and i am a girl. Please can i talk to someone? I kind of need help a bit i tried to hurt myself lots and kill myself and my parents want to make me go to a hospital to make me get better but i dont want to and i am scared my arms hurt really bad and they are still bleeding and my legs hurt lots because i hurt them but i dont know if they are bleeding i took lots of my medicine but i have not told my parents because they will be even more angry at me i dont know what to do and i think my parents are angry at me i am scared i dont want to go to a hospital and i didnt mean to make my parents angry i promise i promise i am a good person i didnt mean to

Hi again i am sorry for not saying anything back to you i am in hospital and they made me go to sleep an ambualnce came and took me but it was scary i didnt like it i fainted when they got here because i was feeling too dizzy and i was shaking bad and i felt tired lots but they put a needle in my arm which it made me less scared and it made me feel really really tired more and they let me go to sleep in the ambulance i think. But i think i was asleep when i got to the hospital because a nurse said they put stitches in my arm and in my right leg and it kind of hurts now but i cant see them because i cut a thing in my arm and it made it keep bleeding and i have bandages around my arms and leg. I think she said that they flushed my tummy and put a tube in my nose as well and got all of the medicine out of my tummy. But i was really scared when i woke up because i didnt know where i was and there was lots of new people asking me lots of questions and i was scared and i didnt know what to do. I promise i am really really sorry that i didnt say anything back to lots of people on here that have been nice to me i am sorry but i am in a hospital but they said i have to stay when it is christmas so i am sad because i cant see my parents on christmas.