First time...

I did it... I cut myself... It feels so strangely awesome... I wanna continue... But my blade is so dull... I can't even cut myself properly......

How will I hide this...? Fuck... I'll have to try... And even if anyone notices... It was worth it... I wanna do it again... I need to buy a better blade... (And more long sleeves...)

I'll see u in a night or two again... I'm looking forward to it.......