Yall I can’t get myself to do chores

I’ve been off Stims for 3 years and I still can’t find the drive or motivation to do chores around my house 😫

I think my depression has gotten worse in the last couple months and need to adjust my meds again.

It’s been 3 years of zero drive or motivation and I fucking hate it. I WANT to be driven and motivated. How can I make myself?

I feel like a bad mother / wife. My husband is so kind and understanding but I know he’s deep down exhausted coming home from work to a messy house. I do work from home but I do have time to clean I just can’t bring myself to do it.

I’ve been on a weight loss journey (gained 50 getting sober, am down 25) and started cardio Pilates twice a week so I’m hoping that helps??

Anyone else feel this way?