I accidentally exposed myself online and loved it

I used to be big into online roleplay, I roleplayed for years as different characters and different personas, one day I got more personal where I would rate pictures people sent me, and I gave this guy a really good rating (his pic deserved it) and we kind of hit it off? I felt a connection to him in a way and confidently gave him my phone number so we could talk more often. Within a day I was getting numerous calls, random messages from numbers I never heard of, all containing either pick up lines, insulting/degrading me, or just straight up dick pics. I didn’t really realize what happened until the 5-6th message, and I was overcome by dread, and somehow also lust. It pushed me getting these messages, the insults, random pictures, phone calls with nothing but men moaning. It took a while but they finally stopped, I hate to confess that I kinda wish they didn’t.