fwb who dislikes period sex cums inside of me

I was nearing the end of my period, and I thought it’ll be the perfect opportunity to have some raw action with my FWB.  Any other time and he’d jump at the opportunity, but the fact that I was jammy down there, well. It’s a different story. He… who is a cleanliness freak who gets weak at the sight of blood was hesitant on getting down and dirty, but after some convincing he hesitatingly agreed.

I soaped myself thoroughly so that when he slips it in, there’s no trace of blood. Feels groovy, we're super into it, until he rears over me, looks down and sees his groin covered in the dark stuff. Lights on, and it all looks like someone spilt raspberry jelly. He turns pale, goes flaccid, and immediately makes a beeline to the shower which frankly disheartens me. Mood's obviously gone, so I sort of lay off to the side, still laying on the towel, until he returns and we cuddle.

It’s hard to not feel affected though I know it’s up to personal choice and I really don’t want to force him to do something he doesn’t want. So no problem, we cuddle lots, he leans in for a kiss, I return it with some tongue, and eventually he starts playing with my bra strap before sliding it off my shoulder that has me shuddering in a good way. When he grabs my boobs, his erection's hot against my belly.

He asks me if it’s okay for him to jack himself off instead before pushing it in at the last second just so he can finish inside of me- something I’ve always wanted. And yet he’s saying one thing and doing another... he’s guiding his tip and pressing it against my slit. I say yes to both either way. 

It doesn’t take long before rubbing the tip of his dick against my pussy transitions into him pushing it in, and this time it slides in so easy and he does it slow and deep, holding my hips in place as he fucks me slow and deep. Meanwhile I know he’s trying his best not to look down between our bodies, and keeps himself preoccupied by shutting his eyes and making out. Doesn’t take long before he reaches that familiar shallow thrust pattern and pants out a ‘I’m close…’. so I quicken my rubbing. My whimpers and shuddering around his cock is his cue and I feel him coming undone inside of me as I desperately fuck myself back down on his cock.

It’s my first time here, and I just wanted to share how someone pushing their boundaries for me is... really something. I did ask him if he did it purely because he felt bad, and he answered he wanted me to feel good, that he wasn't used to the sight of blood at first, and also because he felt super horny making out. I suppose sex is sex, but it's still something I find really sweet and a turn on. :')