Finally got caught by a neighbor UPDATE
Update on my last post
A neighbor of ours caught me masturbating, lay on our conservatory sofa with one of my dildos a few weeks ago. I was so embarrassed, but also incredibly turned on as he watched and wanked. John is in his fifties, yet he's fitter than my boyfriend. And by the looks of it has a much larger penis. When I slid the dildo out of my pussy, I saw him cum with huge spurts landing on his decking. Since then we've spoken a few times and each time our conversations get more and more sexual.
A couple of days ago my boyfriend told me he's going camping over the weekend with a friend of his, and will be away from next Friday evening to Sunday afternoon. I let John know yesterday and his response was to let me know, he'd gladly replace my dildo with his cock, saying he'd fuck me until I was all orgasmed out. I answer by saying I'll see. But in reality I know I'm going to have sex with the much older man. In fact I'm looking forward to sucking on his cock and seeing if he indeed can fuck me until I'm worn out.