Secondary 3

Hi, everyone. It has been 3 months since school has already started. Secondary is really sucking out every bits of me and making me stressed out or even crash out. Since Secondary 2 my study attitude has been bad, but i still managed to get into the pure classes. My goal is to go Raffles Institution if I can, but the thing is I really doubt i could do that. Papers in my school are set easier than other schools. I asked for my parents for tuition multiple times and they still refused to help me….I’m so stressed now. At this point, I just wanna sleep everyday and just slack off. Sometimes I even wonder, if there is a chance to go a better school like transferring to IP schools so i can get into the dream jc i wanna go. I am not saying that the other jc’s are bad, however it is just not my ideal choice. If I were to continue in my school right now, I think i could only suck it up and go poly for some courses i don’t even like…. This is really depressing, I wonder if i should really just apply to change my school. Retain another year to just get into a good jc with the IP system… ps: (people say that i’m already sec3 they won’t accept people at my age already, but i really don’t feel like my school is going to help me get anywhere better.) Please share with me your pass experiences if you had one. I would really appreciate it 🙏🏻🙏🏻