Advice and encouragement needed

Hey quitting feel free folks, I've kept an eye on this thread for months, glad I'm not alone. It's gotten to the point where I cannot continue buying and taking these. I've ruined my finances, taken out loans, my car just broke down, and I'm in debt bad because of these. 4-10 per day. I know it can't be good for my body on top of all the other crap it causes. I finally told my pastors today and got prayer, but before church I bought a case. I feel like taking kratom capsules are the only thing that can help me through trying to quit. I'm a welder/metal fabricator and I cannot be having serious WDs and function at work enough to do my job, not possible. I've been taking these for a year and a half. Do I taper? CT seems impossible and miserable beyond thought. What supplements actually help? I don't drink or smoke weed so I've nothing to lean on. Please Help!