Traumatic loss

I awoke this weekened to blood. Blood that soaked through 3inch matress topper and soaked to the matress itself ( also had a sheet protector on bed). There was no noise. No whinning. I saw so much blood. My precious canine freind was bleeding out from their mouth. They had a dental done three days ago. Unsure what caused the bleeding per emergency vet. I will be sending my friend in for a necropsy tomorrow. Hoping and praying that will give me closure. Sorry back to Saturaday. They where rushed to the emergency vet and not even a minute when my little one was taken to the back you left me..... There I stood in the clinic. Leaving without you. I thought you would make it. I knew there was a lot of blood loss but surelly you would make it........... I love you my canine friend. I miss you so so much. I wish you where here with me.

Sorry if my writing is terrible.