Why is it happening?

Main kisi cheaz k liye dua karna chahti hon which is more related to finances laikin jaisay he namaz parh k dua k liye hath uthati hon tou wo dua meray dil main tou hoti hai parrr main munh say nahi kehti! πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’ this is so bizarre and I still can’t figure out why is it happening to me?