Liking anything relate to this game is painful

I'm talking about myself. Yk..I'm gonna be honest:I don't really care about the game itself, I care more about the characters and the lore.

But, oh..It feel so wrong for me liking anything about this game. I usually try to separate the art from the artist, however..YanSim itself is a bunch of YandereDev's fetishes. I find out about this game when I was just a kid, between 2014-2015 and I've been in the fandom for this entire time (even not interacting with anyone).

I always knew YandereDev wasn't a cool person (that's why I NEVER liked him in any way), but with all of the things that happened in 2023, I started to feel genuinely guilty about being a fan of this game. And it's such a bad feeling, even being stupid to say that, I can't leave this game, it's smth important to me. This is pathetic, tbh and I don't know what to do?? The only thing I know is that I hate YandereDev and I wish this game was better.

Well, I don't really know the point of this post, I just wanted to rant lol. Sorry, I just feel really bad about it.

(Oh, my bad! I just realize the title is incorrect, it's supposed to be "related", sorry again!)