Never “tayo”

Me (F23) and my bf (M24) are already together for 2 years yet I don’t feel secure for our future “us” together. It’s normal for couples to talk about things that they want to happen years from now, pero samin ni bf, iwas na iwas sya sa mga topic pag future namin together ang usapan. Yeah, we talk about our careers and plans as an individual pero pag yknow everything that involves the two of us, lagi nya iniiba usapan. It’s always, “ko” and “ako” but never “tayo” “satin”. I just shrug it off paminsan pero it hurts a little more each time. Ramdam ko naman na mahal ako eh, yun nga lang hindi ako sure kung ako pa rin ba sa future.