She left me because of a promise

We've been together for close to a year now. I have a thing where if I make promises I'll stick to them and I made a promise that I'll tell her without prompts each time I speak to another girl. I blocked all of my female friends for her. I recently met this girl A and we instantly connected though I've stayed in my limits. I told my girl about this. Last night I was very low, so during conversation I mentioned that I'm having suicidal thoughts to my girl and she brushed it off saying I gotta wake up early tomorrow for namaz. (I'm hindu and she's muslim)

I was chatting with A and during convo I just said "I'm feeling down". She instantly called me and we spoke for a solid 6 hours. Time flew by and we didn't realise. As usual in the morning I told my girl that I'm still feeling off (though I was completely fine, i just wanted to gauge her response) and she said everyone feels the same. I've known her for long enough to say that she's on her bed sideways typing with one hand trying to end the conversation quickly. That brought a tear into my eye, which I told her.

Later on she returned my video call while doing some chores and I was still numb and tearing up and she's smiling. I held her feet consoling her when she was sobbing and now yk what she had to say? "I hate cry babies and dull people".

Despite that I kept my promise and showed her my call history which recorded close to 6 hours with A. She started abusing her. She said she careless, does not have manners etc etc. I tried explaining to her but she wouldn't listen. She had nothing legit to say. I literally gave her pointers for break up.

We've been together for close to a year now. I have a thing where if I make promises I'll stick to them and I made a promise that I'll tell her without prompts each time I speak to another girl. I blocked all of my female friends for her. I recently met this girl A and we instantly connected though I've stayed in my limits. I told my girl about this. Last night I was very low, so during conversation I mentioned that I'm having suicidal thoughts to my girl and she brushed it off saying I gotta wake up early tomorrow for namaz. (I'm hindu and she's muslim)

I was chatting with A and during convo I just said "I'm feeling down". She instantly called me and we spoke for a solid 6 hours. Time flew by and we didn't realise. As usual in the morning I told my girl that I'm still feeling off (though I was completely fine, i just wanted to gauge her response) and she said everyone feels the same. I've known her for long enough to say that she's on her bed sideways typing with one hand trying to end the conversation quickly. That brought a tear into my eye, which I told her.

Later on she returned my video call while doing some chores and I was still numb and tearing up and she's smiling. I held her feet consoling her when she was sobbing and now yk what she had to say? "I hate cry babies and dull people".

Despite that I kept my promise and showed her my call history which recorded close to 6 hours with A. She started abusing her. She said she careless, does not have manners etc etc. I tried explaining to her but she wouldn't listen. She had nothing legit to say. I literally gave her pointers for break up.