How has OCD affect your self esteem?

So, I realized OCD affect a lot of my self esteem. It attacks everything that I love or even things that I like (for ex: tv shows, books, etc) and make me happy, so sometimes I feel like I don't deserve good things. I'm trying to fight against this thought, but I think it's difficult to be myself sometimes and getting excited about things that I like. I'm trying to get better, and I believe someday I will feel better about myself, even if today is not my reality. Do you think it affects your self esteem too? Are you trying to do something about it? Let's talk about this.