Removal

I have been on Nexplanon for a little over a year now and I am super concerned about getting it removed. I absolutely hate being on it, it makes me short tempered and honestly manic at times. My anxiety has never been worse in my life and the mood swings are absolutely insane. I would love to get it removed but i’ve heard of terrible side affects even after removal and I’m also concerned about my period regulating afterwards or making it worse then it already is. I am still sexually active as well and I would like to stay on birth control if possible but there’s no way I can stay on it with the state of my mental health right now. I’m really torn on what to do and i’ve tried the pill, the depo shot, and now this. I feel like i’ve given it a fair chance to regulate out and it hasn’t done anything. I don’t want to worry about pregnancy (i’m a college student) but i can’t stay on this with how depressed it’s made me. I’m not even sure if i’m willing to any other birth control options because every single one has killed my mental health. I have no idea what to do.