skating isnt fun for me anymore

skating makes me sad, everytime i go out and skate i get sad because i cant even shuv it after 8 months of skating (started early august) i can ollie about the height of a skateboard standing primo but thats it i cant ollie up things except very small banks that arent steep and are almost flat, i cant commit to ollieing down things, i cant commit to ollieng up thins (talking bout curbs and shit here) cant commit to grinds and doing ollies for 3 hours is boring pop shuvs dont work shuvs dont work i can varial kickflip one foot but also not consistent and that just because im too stupid to do a normal kicklfip, i cant ollie over stuff even a small rock, i just dont commit and only sty on the board with 1 foot, and everytime i skate i start crying after like 30 minutes because im so shit and like my best friend who used to skate but now scooters was better than me in 1 week than i was in 3 months of skating he could olie the frist day, pop shuv the like fourht and get kickflips to spin fully without them doing a varial kickflip on the 7th day on the first try, anyone else feel like that, i know skating is supposed to be fun but why should i keep trying and trying if i cant learn anything new and am scared of literally everything like this isnt fun at all