Is there anyone I could talk to right now?

Hey, I (27F) am struggling really bad right now. I think I am on the right track but I feel so overwhelmed and emotional. I am two weeks into quitting ketamine, I have to hand in a very big assignment in two days to finish my education as a pedagogical worker, i just started university last month too and I just moved twice in a month after leaving my partner, also last Saturday I finished my first big assignment for my art company and it was an accomplishment I think but then I felt so lonely because mama and papa aren’t here to see me finally succeeding at something and the list goes on but I am working so hard to get my life on track and I still have a big chance of succeeding if I stay on track the next two days and I just feel so alone and my mind wants to just give up but my deeper true self just wants to make it. And if I get over this hill my life overall will get better and easier because my income will be more sufficient and I will have only 1 study left instead of two. I just feel so scared to fail and I don’t want to give up on myself just so that I feel released of this anxiety