Does anyone else feel jealous of nanny family

I’m 20 and nanny for a wonderful family and I love MB but I can’t help but feel jealous of their beautiful life. I don’t have parents and I had a rough upbringing. I’ve never really been that affected by it but when I’m around this family and see how they are so well off with big houses and money along with the wonderful family and support system they have I can’t help but feel like I’ve been robbed of what could have been for me. The way the mom is with her baby and how kind, caring, and patient. She is, is amazing and sometimes I just get this feeling that I’m sad that I never had that security, stability, feeling safe loved and happy. I’m so jealous it really gets to me sometimes and I wish it didn’t but I just can’t help it being around them so much. Anyone else feel this way!!??