I honestly think NPD demonizers were downvoting my vent post, and it's geniunely supplying me

Reddit says I have 10 upvotes on my post (which I'm not saying everyone saw) about how much I hate having this disorder, yet it only has 3. I think that's hilarious. Either way if it's people in this community or demonizers, I think it's funny. Because if it's people in this community, I'm just venting chill. If it's demonizers, I have the self awareness to talk about how I'm in the wrong and how I hate being like this. Call me sick or crazy, whatever you'd like! You wouldn't have the self awareness to realize you're actually in the wrong.

It does make sense if it is people in this community not wanting to get negativity in their feed, I get that, don't worry. But I can only think of demonizers who saw that in their feed after commenting in a narcissistic abuse sub, and then whining over my post in outrage that I could ever hate having this disorder. All narcissistics love being narcissistic, huuh!? How could they not?? Insane.

I'm trying not to get too up over all in my head about this, if it's not what I think it is then I may freak out, but I think other people could relate since even if this is just a fantasy, it's apart of the DSM 5. I suppose I am just trying to empower myself in response to criticism, but it could just end up being hurtful. But then again, I think this is one of the logical explanations. I'm not sure