Is this just a me thing?

Does anyone else feel disenfranchised by the trans and queer community at large because they’re a person of color. I’ve been in a lot of situations where I’ve witnessed a solidarity between trans women that I’ve never felt extended to me. Especially at my liberal arts college. I feel like queer people look at me differently than they do others, like I’m more a foreign entity than one of them, and I’ve felt really alone because of it. I’m really scared that no one’s ever going to want to be friends with me or date me because no matter how fem I present, I’ll never fit white standards of femininity.