I hate the term sissy so much

I genuinely fucking despise being called that by anyone who seems interested in me. I don’t personally care about people who choose to use the term but whenever I am called it is so demeaning and insulting. It’s like it feels like all of my progress, all the actual hard work and money I put into transitioning, the surgery I have scheduled for June 6, whenever I get called that stupid word by a chaser it feels like they see all of this a fun cutesy little game we do for fun, but it isn’t. Sorry, just needed to go off, no personal attack against anyone in the fetish or any disrespect meant at all, I just wish both could coexist and I wouldn’t keep getting lumped in because I just happen to be trans.

I also never know what to say when I get asked what my kinks are because like… i’m just a normal girl who likes normal girl stuff. I recognize a lot of this comes with the territory of being an s worker and an of model, but I genuinely do not think I market myself as a sissy and I have never once used the term on my OF so idk where this comes from but I just needed to rant/vent about it