Why is it as comfy as it is??

So I've been a but touch starved as of late since my ex-wife asked for a divorce back in January. Little back story, I've realized I'm trans for the last roughly 3 years, however I was married, talked with the wife and she accepted it but that's not what she wanted for a partner (meaning she's straight, not that she doesn't want to be a trans person).

I was fine with that, she made me happier than I had ever been and my dysphoria was manageable to the point where I'd be able to live with it. Anyways, she asked for a divorce for various reasons.

Now onto the meat of the story, lol. So, as most trans people, or at least those with ease of access, I got a Blåhaj. I love it to death, however I tend to toss in my sleep and it usually ends up on the floor.

I was browsing Amazon and came across a maternity pillow. Now that doesn't help me in the typical sense, but it does allow me to snuggle something that won't roll away and fall off the bed. But in addition to that, it is sooooo comfy and I don't know why.

I mean I know it has to be for pregnant women, but I was expecting it to be THIS comfy. My 2 normal pillows are on the floor and haven't been used since I got the maternity pillow. It has also helped in the touch starved department as well a little bit.