Rape accusation toward Isaac Brock

I know this has been talked about a lot, but recently I can't seem to shake the thought of this accusation being true. I know the alleged victim has withdrawn her story, but many real rape victims have done the same due to public backlash. I heard that she has admitted to making the story up, but I can't find any legit source on that besides what Isaac has said. How do you guys keep listening to MM knowing that this accusation may be true?