I think I’m having a second MC

TW: mentions of blood and bleeding

A months ago I unexpectedly got pregnant. I ended up having a MMC and eventually ended up getting a D&C under anesthesia.

Fast forward to about 3.5 months after my D&C I’m pregnant again. Everything was going well for the first 2 weeks. Then I had some light spotting, pink and brown. Okay normal, but it got me worrying and I just knew it wasn’t a good sign. My OB had me come in on the same day and we did an ultrasound which showed I was right on track at 5w3d ish. I thought I was 5w6d so that was good to hear. The spotting stopped and I thought I was good to go but I still had a bad feeling.

Then this morning I had some bleeding and cramping. I called in and talked to the nurse line. Of course there’s not much they can do, especially so early in the pregnancy. I’m still bleeding this evening and I’ve passed a few small clots. I’m still having cramps to the point where I need to take Tylenol. I just know that I’m loosing this baby. I’m completely heartbroken.

My fiancé is trying to stay positive and encouraging me to do the same since we don’t know for sure. But, I just feel like I know. I knew last time the pregnancy wouldn’t be viable and I just feel like I somehow know this one will be a miscarriage 💔