Age jealously?

This is me def sharing inner thoughts and I’m embarrassed to admit but I get jealous when people start getting their symptoms later in life. I say this with peace and love because it’s nothing they did or I did. I just get jealous like damn why couldn’t I have made it to 40 or 50 before this started? I was diagnosed at 30 and I know there’s people even way younger than that are diagnosed.

Just sharing. Sometimes sharing these thoughts can help me overcome!

My bf and I are talking about getting married and having kids and I wish menieres wasn’t a factor for me to think about… I wish I was older I guess. It’s okay though!