23m trying to put an end to loneliness [Friendship]

How’s everyone doing. I’m from Texas I’m super antisocial and shy I’m tried of be lonely and depressed just looking for someone who can relate and build a connection with with It’s always been a challenge for me to connect with others I’ve always felt like an outcast in this world. Just for once I would like to know what it like to be able to share common interests with people I’ve been alone for so long I don’t even know how to make conversation feeling like there’s no one to relates to me is a curse I wish things were different I wish I were different but then I guess I wouldn’t be myself anymore. I enjoy watching horror movies and playing video games and listening to music and playing sports