I need advice
I am going through my spiritual journey and marijuana plays a large role in that for me. When I’m high I experience and embody the loving energy of the universe, it feels more like a more natural flow, compared to when I’m sober I have to constantly have both hands on the wheel and reality check myself out of ego. All of that said I don’t know if I should continue to smoke. To some people weed is a tool used to escape from the moment instead of experience it, they use it only because they desire dopamine. I know all of this because I used to think like that. I also know that to make my passion burn brighter I need to resist desire. So my question is this, is marijuana just a karmic desire or can it be a tool?