MCA i silently hate my gf

Weve been together for almost 6 years na. Thanks sa reddit kase unknown pagkatao ko dito. Pero i just wanna share my story. I hate my girlfriend. She's not the same girl na nakilala ko before na mapagmahal, maaalahanin, basta perfection sya be. I love evrything about her. She got looks, body, brains, talent, tsaka attitude na inaadmire ko. Ngayon mag 6 years na kami ngayon. Naiinis ako kase di na nya ko magawang kamustahin. Im, 21 M, btw and she's 22 F na graduating na. Lahat ng bagay ngayon pilit na. Goodmorning, pagpaparamdam. I know. Pagpasensyahan na kase graduating pero for me, thats bare minimum. Little things yet she cant fulfill. Nagsorry sya sakin recently kase naparant ako. Pero sabi nya babawi sya. Pero i cant see any changes. Lahat pilit pa rin. Napapaisip nga ko baka di na ko mahal neto tas iwan na lang ako after she graduates. Now, these rants were silently roaming around my chest. Ganto ba pag matagal na sa relasyon? Bat ako kahit ganto treatment sakin, di naman nagbago. Thats my point. I think those are just excuses from facing rs responsibilities. Di pala responsibilty but a way of life ng isang nagmamahal. Di magsink in sakin. Ironically, mahal ko pa rin like sobra. Kahit ganto na set up namin for consecutive years. Ewan ko pero rn, im reaching the end na. Im giving her chance na patunayang mahal nya ko. Di naman kase sya nagch-cheat. Sabi ko after college, pag ganto pa rin baka bumigay na ko huhu ewan guys