Husband cheated on me

I am so heartbroken to have found dirty texts of him and another coworker. I can’t put into words how betrayed I feel. We have just moved into a different apartment and I can’t afford rent alone. I don’t know how to move forward from this.

It’s so weird because he is such a great partner. He is caring and always concerned about my wellbeing. But, clearly he doesn’t respect or value me. I feel so broken and betrayed. I feel dirty, I waited to have sex with someone I married and to be cheated on… beyond painful.