Failed marriage already

Not even a year of being married and I’m already considering divorce. 1st new year as a married couple and we didn’t spend it together because he rather be with his friends. He didn’t get me anything for my birthday or Valentine’s Day. It’s like being stuck with a roommate you despise. I’m 22 F and he’s 23M. I have a bachelors degree and in school again. He barely works and never has the money for rent. I can’t believe I thought this would ever work. Do you ever wake up from your delusions and can’t believe it??