What do you hate/fear most about MD? (Aside from obvious ones)

So when I say obvious reasons:

• like that it ruins/harms some aspect of your life, like it does but we all feel that. I wanna hear more original dislikes/fears

Mine:

I hate the moment after I catch myself MDing for mins or hrs on end, it leads me to crying a lot and panicking bc with each bit my grip on reality shrinks

Im also scared one day I will just blow off everything and MD until I can‘t anymore…cause rn my family, colleagues and friends are unknowingly keeping it under control a bit by giving me work and pressure. But if I were to one day just say fuck it, then what?

Rated it 18+ as people could be talking here abt triggering stuff