i think i made a mistake.

EDIT: wow no one was helpful at all, i had an awful experience but thanks, obviously i have a drug problem lmao i’ve been to treatment many times. thanks y’all. y’all really missed the point.

earlier today i took ~100mg of crystal mdma and ~300ug acid. it was horrible. it still isn’t over. but instead of rolling/tripping, i was stuck fighting to stay awake for hours while i waited for someone to be able to come over. i was just absolutely uncontrollably falling asleep. not like falling asleep on xanax. not really like a nod. just the pure feeling of “shutdown” all over my brain for hours and i could hardly keep my eyes open. this was around 7pm last night, and it’s around 3:30am now. i’ve since taken 1/2bar of etizolam and smoked lots of weed and eaten (i’ve stayed hydrated as well) and i feel better now. the uncontrollable falling asleep has gone away and i can keep my head up. my vision still isn’t the same. i didn’t trip at all or feel any molly feelings. i just had some weird hallucinations while also not fully being able to see. my vision is improving. while this was happening, while i was “peaking” aka when i was falling asleep over and over again while sitting up. the more i come down the more i realize how awful it was. it was horrible. i’ve never felt that in my life and i have taken WAY, WAY more drugs than a tab of fucking acid and a point of molly. i’ve taken so many psychedelics in one sitting that i had a seizure (accidentally took 25x more 2CB than i meant to while already on like 7 other things), and i cannot remember feeling this way. it was awful. i will add that this is the same acid and molly i’ve been doing for years, from the same supplier and always with proof of testing, etc). i’ll also add that i did do about maybe ~200mg of mdma a few night before this, i’ve also been doing at least a gram of ketamine a day for maybe a week now, i’ve also been taking etizolam bars almost every day, typically less than a bar a day. i also did a little bit of meth the other night while i was spun and barred out cause i couldn’t find my coke. i don’t remember anything about the experience. i might taken molly one other night within the last week or so, i can’t remember exactly. anyways, i’ve never felt like this, never uncontrollably fell asleep on psychedelics, much less mdma, and have never felt this awful pressure that seems like it’s coming from everywhere in m brain. i think i’m okay and i’ll go to sleep soon and my friend is here , but does anyone have a similar experience to this? just god awful and i couldn’t function. truly so unpleasant and uncomfortable and so unsettling. it was awful. i hope i’ve made my point. thanks for reading, all comments and feedback are appreciated.

edit: i’m not on any medications

edit: MY EYES WERE STUCK, i wasn’t able to lift my eyes like literally my pupils past like the bottom. i was stuck.