I been using Hiphop to closet my furryness from myself💔

So ever since i have read Wings of Fire when i was 13 i believe i have had that furry in me like a furry awakening. Right about that time i discovered hiphop and "gang" music and been living normally suppressing my "faggot" thoughts(furry stuff). But this november i found this subreddit and it awakened the furry in me. I gave in and started participating more and have just realized what has been happening. Whenever i saw a furry post i been reciting King Von and Baby Kia lyrics (hard yn rappers) like i was reciting bible verses to ward off a demon its crazy how hard of a closeted behavior this is🙏 Anyway now jus chilling knowing im a furry i am what i am. Btw the anti furry to furry pipeline is so fucking real i was one of those bitches back then💔