i miss my wife

my wife is asleep, i miss my wife so dearly. been together for nearly two years :-)

i love being a lesbian, i truly wouldnt have it any other way. i envision myself with a man and i see nothing but sorrow (generally anyone else with other than my wife yes, but especially with a man).

acceptance has taken so long. ive struggled coming to terms with being a lesbian for a huge portion of my life due to internalized misogyny+homophobia. i could accept i didnt like men but i couldnt accept that i liked women/non men.

my wife truly has helped me heal from this, i couldnt have been anymore happier with my identity and embracing my queerness.

i hope my wife wakes up soon :-).