So annoyed at myself

So I failed because I thought a bus lane was empty and I moved in just before it ended because I saw another car go into it and it was basically a perfect drive 😭 and then the fault was moving off a hill start the car rolled back slightly but I put my foot down on the brake and saved it and moved again safely. The worst part is I said out loud I cannot go in the bus lane 😭 I’m disappointed but not too upset because I am confident driver and this reassured me, just annoyed about getting a future test and waiting so long… Anyways I’m trying to stay positive 😭