Mental health

I had my therapist told me that management is looking very closely at her case load, and is forcing her to drop clients based on severity. She told me she’s unable to continue seeing me and that she has to prioritize others over me, even though per her recommendations I should be seen regularly and am not a mild case at all as I’m at high risk for relapse. Her reasoning is because I go outside of Kaiser and pay out of pocket for a therapist that she can’t see me. The ONLY reason why I have a therapist outside of Kaiser is because of Kaisers inability to provide timely access to mental health care. I’m at a loss because I shouldn’t have to pay nearly 500/month for mental health care when I could be utilizing my insurance.