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Kindly guide me 🙏

I'm in 10th. Waise to JEE karne ka man hai (kyunki engineering "cool" lagti hai aur sirf isi me "paisa" hai XD)

I have no fucking interest or passion. I'm a terrible problem solver, khud se creative soch nahi paata hu aur na hi "visualise" kar paata hu.

Bio sst and languages me marks aajate hai although pasand nahi hai. And UPSC ki aukat nhi h.

Maths me statistics wala part boring lagta hai, so idk what commerce feels like.

8th 9th 10th me thoda bohot programming, video editing, graphic designing start Kiya, blender start Kiya but eventually I gave up and wasted my precious years in gaming Even I did some art before Covid but got distracted in the Covid era.

Ab same age ya juniors ko dekh ke fomo hota h. Kisine olympiad phoda hota h ya koi tallent/passion. Everyone is fucking better than me. Even though I don't wanna compare myself but apne andar kuch to hona chahiye? Did God gave me nothing while my creation? lol

JEE requires extremely high aptitude problem solving skills and IQ + I'm general middle class male.

Math me mai acha nahi hu. Physics Chemistry thik h samajh aa jati h. Bohot baar 9th 10th ki RD Sharma ke questions bhi nhi hote. Aur meri same age wale ya even juniors IOQM NSEP phod rhe h. Merese to tallentex bhi nhi hua, only 50 percent scholarship in allen, even when the exam was very easy, only a bit higher than board level.

WTF should I do?

Should I just go with the flow of life, as an average jee pcm guy, who goes to a tier 3 college?

PLEASE HELP ME 😭 My parents are supportive and they are happy with any decision I take.