I failed ...

I thought i would do better then this but deep down i knew... i got 90(23s1) and i failed ik.. i know where i lacked and where i should improve but ultimately truth is im just not good enough ik there are countless others exams but idk if i can pull myself up again ik what to but fk man this life is just... but im not good at anything else too, i thought i could scratch the cutoff atleast but not even close this rant is only because i want to say that... say smtg... idk how im gonna face my dad my mom obviously taunted me and alot of people will taunt me too. Idk why i can't do the things i want to idk how im gonna overcome this but i have no ther way