There Are No Good Women Left…

I thought I had found the one, until last night. Now I’ve blocked her and am completely broken…

Why is it so hard to find someone loyal and decent?

A little about me. I’m a decent boy, 38 year old from a good family.

I’ve lived mostly abroad. I’ve had relationships but they are in the past now. Yes they were physical but that was just a phase. I’m not here for judgement.

Personality wise I’m lonewolf type. I think I’m attractive if I lose weight. I’m willing to do it for the right person.

I came back from abroad to find someone pure, attractive and acceptable by my mother. It is important to me that my mother likes her.

Mama supports me financially and I cannot afford my upper class car and lifestyle without the pocketmoney. My car requires a lot of petrol as it is luxury sedan, full black cultus (new shape, with Air Condition).

I met this girl via a friend. She was 21 years, so beautiful and pure. Just my type.

And I sense she is good at cleaning and cooking too. Just my mom’s type.

So everything was going well.

Then I explained to her that in our house my mama don’t like to hire maids. So she has to support my family cleaning and cooking.

So I asked her nicely to quit uni. Because how she can have time to make lunch and clean our upper class big house otherwise?

Don’t know why her behaviour changed after this…

I explained to her again that she can sit and travel with me anywhere in my luxury car (with air condition). And she can live in my big house (with air condition).

I finally even request mama to also give her pocketmoney…. but mama refuse…

But somehow this just led to more fights slowly. And her real face began to show... She is more loyal to her career than me…

Finally last night I couldn’t do it anymore and blocked.

I’m depressed. Don’t have it in me to try again…