Is Maruchan gaslighting me!? They had a Hot&Spicy Vegetable ramen,no?

I was looking on their site and it's listed nowhere. It's my favourite one by far(I think chili is #2) Amazon doesn't have them either :(

It may not have been Maruchan, but I'm fairly confident it was. I checked Nissin, but they didn't have it. The package was brown, but IK it wasn't the pork one! It might not have been Maruchan because the seasoning packet was seethru with a 7 on it. Now that I think of it, the chili one was seethru too with a 5 on it(Pretty sure)

If anyone knows, lmk! Or maybe you all work for big ramen & are out to get me!!!