Starting out something new

Being at the age (25), its confusing to continue this simple 9 - 5 or get into work to build something of my own. Sure feels scary, will it even work and if not i dont have much of jump back into 'job'

I've worked as Video Editor for around 2 years (loved telling stories, got the chance of working in short films and was looking more in that direction but got pulled in creating social content for brands, felt dry). Later when working at a different company, a startup when situation required, taught myself UI/UX got into it pretty well and started enjoying it more than i thought.

So now I just thought i'll more into UI jobs but surely need EXP, and since it was new in my cv i was like fair enough, i guess intern maybe build the way up. But even getting that is just another game. So here i'm wondering what direction, what makes more sense while time is slipping like sand from hands.