So this happened yesterday....
little context: i am 17f, turning 18 on 7th march. my bestfriend (f) who's been with me since nursery, lets call her K. she has a boyfriend who stays 50-60minutes away from us. lets call him R.
so, i have my boards going on rn, so won't be able to do anything as such on my bday. but since its my 18th bday i decided i'll just order a cake on 12th march. (as we both have boards till 12th march) we'll have some food together at my home. not even a bday party. just wanted somebody with me while i cut the cake. i don't really have anyone else as my friend apart from K.
now, K wants to meet her boyfriend R but her parents are strict and won't leave her anywhere until i too go with her. we have done this MANY times before ki kuch mere se related bahana maarke we went to meet her bf and its okay, i didn't mind it. even though i always felt left out i let it go cuz i understood they were in a relationship and wanted to spend time together.
but, yesterday she was constantly trying to convince me to go to some other place for my birthday. she said macD chalte hai, i was like no, i have pretty much arranged everything at home only and i'm a JEE aspirant too so my parents won't let me waste time by going out and stuff. but again, she was saying that lets go somewhere else. i didn't reply anything to her as i was already getting kinda annoyed. we literally have a huge ass mall besides our society but then she says no, mall mein nahi chalte, "******pada" wale outlet mein chalte hai.(1 hour travelling) now this place- is EXACTLY where R stays :) he lives exactly in the same building where this particular macD is situated. now that i understood the whole plot. i got frustrated and said that to her (in ss)
i know it does sound a lil harsh, but honestly she needed to hear that.
she then started saying things like 'i was just suggesting' and stuff and i ignored it. now she has unfollowed me from everywhere. now, all this can affect our 16 years long friendship very badly . and idk i feel extremely sad. i cried the entire night and now i'm typing all this with swollen eyes.
i recently had my breakup too... i am not even in a right headspace to do anything waise bhi. i'm so done with everything. not a single person in my life values me.
i know the post has become quite long to read but if you read till the end, thank you so much for your precious time :) 🌼
EDIT: thank you sooo much everyonee for wishing me🌼🌼🌼✨✨❤️it really means a lot to me. thanks to each and everyone.