Does this ever get easier?

Not sure what I’m looking for in this post other than to say this is so so hard. The waiting is killing me at this point— it’s like after each little step we have to wait what feels like forever. My wife and have been trying three years but this is our first year of IVF after 8 IUIS between us. Currently we are waiting on two embryos to be PGT tested and it sucks not knowing when those results will really come back, other than that it can take up to two weeks. Last round we PGT tested one embryo and it was abnormal and I’m so scared of winding up with no healthy embryos again.

Also, I work as a nanny for a four month old baby and this is the first time I’ve found my job difficult to deal with during this TTC journey. I’m just so ready for a baby and want to be taking care of my own kid.

I know there are so many others who have been at this for way longer and still find a way to cope, but damn does this ever get easier?