I should kill myself

yaar as soon as i saw the civics part my mind went blank, and history me being over confident lost 10 marks yaar i really thought i would do well today but kal raat aur aaj subah i only read history, civics ko i had read 2 days ago, bhai i am expecting only 55/80 i really dont like it, itni mehnat ke baad bhi i disappointed myself i really feel like kms.. mere saare friends ka achha gaya and reddit mai most of them are expecting 100 and yes im really happy about you guys but i feel so pathetic about myself, i really could have done so much better, i really dont want to disappoint my parents yaar.. :((((((((((( 💔💔💔💔