I just watched Shanna's (Poop Lady) Episode... WTF WAS THAT

I'M SORRY BUT SHE LEGIT SAID "I'VE BEEN EATING POOP FOR 12 YEARS" AND THAT SHE WANTS "ONE LAST HIGH" by eating feces contaminated food!!! This is so incredibly disturbing. It almost seemed like she got a kick out of the disgust and utter repulsion the cleaning crew had to the POSSIBLY DOZENS OR MAYBE HUNDREDS OF BOTTLES OF POOP/PEE. I'm so glad Dr. Zasio said she couldn't live on her own. She definitely couldn't function on her own. Just need somewhere to vent on what I just watched