Tips on living with herpes?

I feel like I have herpes. I took a test and will be receiving results soon, but the doctor visually confirmed it seems to be herpes. She wanted to be sure with a blood test. I don’t know how to feel but hopeless. I am disgusted with myself. I feel like I can never find the man I love and have a happy relationship with him. I cant have a baby. I can’t have a future. I know this is just based on my mentally right now… feeling shocked.

Any advice?